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| Im back..lol....oh god...lol im back and I dont want to be...i want to go back to Jakes house and live there..lol...god i love him ...lol ,,,,well im done,,,im gonna put some song lyrics on here sometime....be back later!!<333
I love you Jake
Ashie`
"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
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| - Only One.im staying at Jakes house tonight so i wont be home till tomorrow around 5:30 or so...I'll talk to ya'll later...Heaven Karen...you two are the best friends in the world....and Keg thanks for talking to me last night when i was all sad and stuff ....im glad i can talk to you when i need to.....and Kelly I cant wait to meet you its gonna be so much fun!!...well I have to go!! <333
I love you Jake
Ashie`
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| I'm going over to Jake's house tomorrow...so i can spend the day with him cuz he may not be able to really spend time with me on sunday since its his b-day and so many ppl will be over,..I bought him a necklace and I hope he can use the studs that i got him to pierce his lip, cuz i could afford ne thing else...and im going to get him some earings tomorrow..once that arnt quite so silver and have some black in em,....lol..it should be easy enough....and im gonna ask if i can stay the night at his house too so i can be there all day with him saturday and then be there with him sunday...cuz im not gonna get to see him again prolly till next weekend...I have to stay home monday and tuesday i have to go to my grandmas to sweep and mop her floors...then my mom is takeing me to my cousions house so i can babysit her 3 kids...and then i wont be back till wednesday..and i have no idea wut im doing thursday.........wow thats a lot of stuff...im gonna be so busy this week and its gonna be a liveing hell since i wont get to see Jake at all..*pouts and whimpers*....but hey absence only makes the heart grow fonder...thats wut my mom said when Jake was in SC for 2 weeks and I didnt get to see him.....God that drove me fuckin loony as hell !!....lol well everyone im out...talk to ya'll laterz<33
I love you Jake<33
Ashie Brook` | | |
| ........................Secrets....by Ashlee Talbott...
written July 12,2004
These secrets I keep, they tear through me. I love you so much but there are things I cant tell you truthfully. there's so much im embarrased to talk about with you. I dont know why...Its stupid really. I've never been this close to someone..Ive never had a person to share my thoughts. You saved me from a dark depression and how do I repay you? I keep from you my deepest feelings. If anyone deserves to know all of me its you, so here's how its gonna be. I'm gonna open up and tell you the secrest locked deep inside of me..
When you look at me I burn with need, the way you laugh makes me tremble with warmth. Your sillieness makes me smile, a smile thats always warm and true. Now my heart overflows with love, a love i have only for you...
Things i did in the past make me feel stupid, so I keep them stored away. in that little part of my brain that only wakes up every once in a while. I used to be obsessed with such stupid things, they amazed me, and kept me spellbound. then you came along and now you're all I think about. Your a gift from God, a real angel sent from heaven, and I'll treasure you till the day I die.
My home life in falling apart, my dad can't think of anything but himself, my mom is crying, Lori's gone, and Natosha's too young to understand at all. If you weren't here I'd be all alone. I would have gone insane if you hadn't come into my life. These are those too many secrets you said i kept from you. Now I'm all out of words..except.....I love you..<33
I love you Jake<33
Ashie Brook` | | |
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